Gongdaiikia

2011-03-18T17:15:00.000-07:00

Years ago pictures, and i miss those times so much. thick and thin, up and down.

I cant let go, some drifted, some remain and some no more.

Things in this 18 years let me learn a lot.

Thanks for those whose there when I'm in need(:

Friends maybe cant be together for life but thanks for those precious moments I'd with you guys

2010-12-01T12:09:00.000-08:00

Its a Thursday morning, currently at ECP.
My mind was so confused. What Im doing was right or wrong for now.
Did I make the wrong choice? the time is turning me back to the past which i dont want.
Memories flashing back. I hate my past.
I dont even knw what I want now.

2010-11-17T06:05:00.000-08:00

Im no longer stuck in that past.
Im no longer the one you used to toy with.
Im no longer the one that cant be independent
Im no longer the past me. IM SO HAPPY!(:

2010-11-11T10:26:00.000-08:00

Finally back to posting with my new netbook(:

Went over to Funan IT mall to collect it with meijia.

The both of us got tempted to put another picture on body. LOL

shopped there and bused back home.

nothing much happened too.

Thanks guys if you all happen to pass by my blog.

Thanks for letting me to start afresh, I believe i will overcome anything that harming me(:

Thanks for letting me to see people true colour out there.

Update soon(:

2010-10-22T12:04:00.000-07:00

I STAND ALONE! :D

2010-10-18T01:06:00.000-07:00

I've admitted and I feel so good although things cant be good right now

2010-10-18T01:04:00.001-07:00

Dead blog must come with a dead post.

so im officially announce Im dead.

2010-05-29T05:39:00.000-07:00

Finally, holidays are here!((:
Got to spend my holidays well I swear, but I'm looking for a job!!! anyone?
Alright, I'm going to prepare to meet my dearest at teckwhye for pasar malam!(:
Takecares!

Imisshim&Ireallydo!

2010-05-09T22:22:00.000-07:00

Back from school!(:
Just taken CPA theory & Maths paper! Heng that no much obstacles!(:
Hope can do well, gonna have my sleep after so long of worry-ing.
& QinZhe that handsome boy going DRC for 1year, hope everything for him will be fine, come out let him be more handsome, LOL!
Hope he will change better(:
& tml will be a holiday for me, Goodluck to XINER & CELESTE for their papers!
Goodnight(:

2010-05-06T11:07:00.000-07:00

Back to post, well, school isn't right for me
As I know, going to school everyday is a must!
But I can't control well of my sleeping time-.-, it's killing me n my face-.-
Arggghh, school is going to take action of my attendance and fcuking blame it on the sleeping disorder that causing me can't wake up for school uhs!
I know alot of teachers is helping me, I know that the bad habit cant just stuck there and i must do something to it-.-
Really got to thanks Ms Deborah for helping me all way long!
I'm trying hard to get back to the boat with everyone in school as well as with my sisters that are encoraging me to go sch everyday, thanks alot!
As I really dont dare to sleep on weekday, attendance for this week so far only 1 day-.-
Wahhhlau, what to do? Helphelp!

2010-05-04T14:09:00.000-07:00

I found this pict, 2years back!

Alrights, picture with loves at blk 6 2weeks back!(:
Had alot of fun that day!(: If ching gonna disturb me with that, i sure disturb him more:X
Laughs, &&&& I'm having sleeping disorder causing me dont dare to sleep now! arghhh
HELP ANYONE?!

Teh & Me(:

The 3 SK! laughs!

Loves!

2010-04-30T13:28:00.000-07:00

Its a friday night and a Saturday morning.
Ilovethem! goodnights people(:

2010-04-20T12:18:00.001-07:00

The pain is getting on my nerves and make me didnt attend school for the day):
so, bomb-ed Xiner:X Sorry
Went over to block6 to find Xiner, Bryan and JiaWei
Slacked till Celeste came over(:
Went over to Lot1 to find them awhile and bus-ed to yishun to meet shu xian cousin.
Reached amk ard 7pm, watch the show on channel 8 and its touching when how's the mum help daughter to walk out the dark circle.
Pardon my lousy english, laughs!
left amk at 10pm and bus-ed over to teckwhye to return zhen's earpiece.
Reached home aound 1am(:

I'M NOT SLEEPING((((:i can only do the best that your mum ask me to, hope u will understand(:

2010-04-16T17:36:00.000-07:00

Tonned for 2 days and I'm going for work later on, siansation!
Hmm, fetch mum back home yesterday(((:
Thanks god everything is fine(:
School was boring, was being called up for the time-out programme, quite bored.
Hate Food Science to the max! Was being accused by those idiot -.-
At there anyhow scold scold in the end realise i did do work even though i keep absent then at there praise like what-.- dogs,LOL
Meet Ching, Zhen, Sherry, Tehteh, Wanling and Meiling after back from Godfather temple.
Just now was damn cock i swear! But what matters? Laughters is in the air(:
Alright, post again when I'm free(:

2010-04-14T15:01:00.000-07:00

Whats the meaning of marriage?!
Whats the meaning of having a man like him?!
Whats the meaning of having a father machiam no father?!
Whats the meaning of a broken family still living in with each other to see each other fcuk face?!
WHO CAN TELL ME!? NBCB!

mum was hospitalised, & everyone like was so worry for her, dunknow what has happen.
In the end, he didnt saw her around, don't bother to ask anything of her.
Alot of times to ask them divorce, and that fcuking bitch can say that the kids are old enough, divorce no face-.-
SERIOUSLY FACE THEIR CB PROB!
Family = DISASTERS!
God is really making everyone like a fool, like me now.
I really got to say i had a wonderful mother, although i cant got any helps from her when I need,
any love shown by her, any lectures for turning so bad. I finally realise how important a mummy can be. I regretted neglecting her for a long time, regretted showing her my love and concern to a mum that need us the most.
& the fcuking pissing me off thing is that i told that useless dog that mum was hospitalised, he can just tell me with a no body care tone " WHY SHOULD I PAY?"
He's just a fcuking money face dog who only listen to his dearest mum!
A man who's only concern about his mum & himself.
A MAN WHO ONLY SEE MONEY IN THE EYES!
Who can tell me what should I do to get him rid of my sight?!

2010-04-04T19:55:00.000-07:00

Currently in school now, having english lesson.
today is a boring day, laughs
whattodo?! what should i do later on? O.o?

Now then i realise that i long lost the feeling of being hugged to sleep by my mum):

Imissitsomuch):

How am i going to let it go whenever you appear in my mind?

WHO CAN HELP ME UH?! LOL

2010-04-04T00:35:00.000-07:00

Thursday was APEX day, was damn boring at sch!
Work on friday, didnt went work for the day as I was coughing badly!
ytd meet up teh teh and jio her down to teckwhye to find Zhen as that lazy girl dont want come panjang, laughs.
Happening ytd! LOL
post much when i got the mood(:

2010-03-30T01:37:00.000-07:00

Good attendance last week, poor attendance this week, laughs
Didn't attend sch for 2 days already.
Tonned ytd with C.ping 2guy n qingning
Was a bit drunk in the end, sent them to bus stop for first bus and walked home with C.ping(:
Jitao K.O! LOL, wake up 11+ found out celeste they all also didnt attend school too.
& I'm sure I gonna laugh at Bryan when he getting 2stroke of canes tomorrow (:
who ask him want play bastard with me haas :DDD
Hmm, working back for Olevia company again, weekends gone soon!
Update again when i free(:
I CAN QUIT DRINKING & I CAN DO IT(:

2010-03-27T02:23:00.001-07:00

Its like a long to update le uhs, laughs
hmm, finally went to school for the whole 5days(:
didn't pon, feel proud of it, hope it maintain(:
School life although bored but its still fun, i really got to catch up my maths again, i don't even understand what its teaching now-.-
Today is Earth Hour, Lights will be out, its so cool(:
Yesterday was playing in the rain with bryan & celeste, shiok!(:
now going prepare le, upload photos soon(:

2010-03-07T23:32:00.001-08:00

Wow, people! I'm back(:
Like a long I didnt really update my dead blog-.-
Alright, let me start with school(:
School was fine, I get top in English & Maths(:
So sad that I missed school today for Maths retest so sad):
Saturday outing with my dearest Meimei(:
Cwp, Town, Amk, Hougang, Geylang then back to panjang(:
Fruitful day man! laughs!
Will upload photos when I got from her(:
She went off around 2am then i went to sit with Godfather
Like a long didnt see him, tot he Mia but the truth is he went over to Shanghai -.-
Sit there drink till 6am+ then went home with ChinPing(:
& as for why I missed school today, Cause I was drunk-.-
So paiseh, as Meijia was feeling low, actual plan was to go Cine for K session.
In the end, we met SanSan at Carinhill for drinking session.
Photos with meijia, will upload later(:
Drunk like hell, even don't know how we got back-.-
& I got myself a big baluku on my head, fucking pain, LoLs
Woke up at 12pm then found out all at Alan house-.-
Came back home around 1+
& I SWEAR THE WEATHER REALLY KILLS-.-
Stay at home everyone(:
Okays la, I meeting meimei soon le(: takecares people
Update when I'm back(:

Taken ytd when she had already drunk, LOL

2010-02-26T04:10:00.000-08:00

Its Friday again, didnt went school today as exam are finally over!(:
So fed up! Just 1 that mark, i can get top in class, so sad!
Nvm, i will do my best!(:
nothing much to post, takecares!

2010-02-21T07:28:00.000-08:00

Saturday went aunt house, Meet Celeste, Wanling & Xiner at yewtee.
Drinking session. Damn fun(:
Quite alot people there too(:
Walked from yewtee to lot there then took cab back
Just now meet MeiMei(:
Rot at teckwhye whole day, kays, update more again.
Nights, & tml i'll be having exam le, all the best(:

2010-02-16T08:30:00.000-08:00

Finally four days of CNY breaks are over, & school starts later.
Hope later reporting will be fine(: hope school wont be that bored(:
Been visiting relatives & having fun with them(:
& A GREAT THANKS TO J.P & C.PING
give me a suprise just now, small celebration for my birthday(:
First time celebrate outside house with them(:
Photos uploaded not in order(:
Goodnights peeps, enjoy yourself to the max!(:

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2010-02-13T15:03:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & VALENTINE DAY TO ALL(:

Rotted at home & went to amk to meet cousin at grandma house(:
Mahjong session there(:
Cabbed home with him together(:
Hope everything will goes on well man(:
& LIKE A FINAL! My name is finally back into school system!(:
Damn happy man, Hope to meet up with all the sisters too.
Will update photos soon(:

2010-02-11T13:34:00.000-08:00

Went to school few days back, as Celeste jio me to ton, so we meet at around 4am, cabbed over to meet Colin, JunJie & ChingSiang(:
Played hide & seek early in the morning, damn fun!(:
Didn't went to school yesterday as overslept. I'm like giving up now, I can't help myself to maintain the timing of waking up early, the eagerness to learn new things, Fcuk it):
Meet MeiMei at bugis around 6, Ching & Colin was already there(:
Walked around and was thinking of a place to go. Took 30mins & in the end we choose to go Geylang, But we ended up alighting at the wrong stop and causes us to lost our way.
walking here and there, Finally saw a shopping centre. City Square-.-
LOLS! No choice, went in to grab a bite as meimei haven't eat.
All decided to kup cab home, in the end waited for cab for 2 whole hours! -.-||
LOL, & I tonned for the whole night, now going out to meet Celeste for breakfast(:
Good Morning(:

2010-02-06T08:35:00.001-08:00

Alright, back home & prepare to meet Eileen with Chin.Ping & MeiJia(:
Lrt-ed over & meet her at 122(:
Very random today as I upload all the pictures taken(:
Had alot of funs with them(: Memorable day with her
Slacked till 6, walked over to TeckWhye Market & slacked.
Left at 7 to 143 with C.Ping, dinner there(:
Aftermath, went over B8 to wait for Celeste & MeiMei to reach teckwhye
Something funny happens! LOLS!
Bused back at around 11+
& now I'm going to enjoy my day at homeeee.
Goodnight(:

I'm someone you can hardly understand(:
I won't let you make me fall
Cause YOU are just nothing(:

2010-02-05T22:30:00.000-08:00

Stayed overnight at Celeste's house
Leaving soon (:
Meeting Eileen later(:
Update when I get back home today(:

2010-02-03T01:29:00.000-08:00

Meet Ching, Celeste & Xiner for breakfast at 143 today.
Went school quite early(:
Had to get early dismiss as I'm going reporting at 12noon, but stupid OM don't let me go.
Was damn pissed off! Luckily saw Mr. Tiong, he helped me to talked to principal cause my IO keep hang my call-.-
Was being scold by OM damn rabak-.- Fcuk it.
Keep curse me getting bad thing later on for the reporting
Went off asap and hailed no cab. shaggggged! LOLS
Prepared & cabbed down as I'm going late.
Reached there on time and nothing happen, sign and go(:
Next reporting was just the day b4 my bday, hope i still can celebrate it with my loves one uhs(:
Thanks guys for being there for me(:

2010-02-01T22:08:00.000-08:00

Alrights, just heard some info from zhens that its positive.
been thinking how should I face it man.
update again when I'm back home later

Back from teck whye(:
JingLun came down to find us after school today, he was cute really! LOLS
slack at bllk8 today, have lunch at 145.
Nothing much, no mood.
was stress about tomorrow.
What if tml I'm all the way in?
I can't get to see them anymore.
& the heartless cad was just gone again-.-
end here le, got to go school tomorrow.
Good Nights people

2010-02-01T05:17:00.000-08:00

First day of the week as I didn't attend school.
having bad cough with blood which making me going to blackout like how I don't know how to describe man, SCARY!
Woke up by Celeste call as she told me that she's was been sent out of school as she was late, spot check by the CHEOKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK OF HIS LAMPAH! LOLS! (new nick for him,Laughs)
Faster prepared & cabbed over to tw to meet her, she was with wipawan, lols
slacked awhile, Evelyn came over too.
Went over 143 to eat as we were famished!
Wanling & Shawn came over too as we were going polyclinic.
Had X-ray taken as doctor say in case, haas.
Limbang aftermath(:
& now I'm terribly sick, but going to meet Kai Ning now.
Takecares,
hope my Wednesday will be fine eh(:

2010-01-27T11:53:00.000-08:00

Alright, school wasn't really on the track from monday till yesterday.
& I swear I fcuk that Sec 1 guy to the core! &*^& %&^
Just spoilt our whole 3days sot them-.-
Lesson was quite alright, but except for English, as there's a dog teaching me.
Hypocrite man!
Currently at Wanling house(:
As she's sleeping & I'm waiting for the time to come and wake them up for breakfast and to school together(:
Hope later will be a lucky day eh(:
Went home early today, as I promise to go home and help them with house cleaning.
Finally persuade brother to threw away all his comics, total should be over 200+.
Was damn tired for the day, nearly fell asleep on bed after cleaning the room and i was like suppose to meet celeste they all after Im done.
Bathed and prepare, lrt-ed over to Phoenix(:
Slacked around Celeste house there till she went home for dinner & off we go to 160 coffee shop as they wanna eat.
Woahhhhhh, like a lot of Bahpok will go there siahs, like almost 3 were there.
Aftermath, block 8 to find Jeslyn & home at ard 10.30pm then went home to pack bag (:
Okays, blog with photos next time(:
Gd Nights & Gd Morning everyone(:

2010-01-23T12:22:00.001-08:00

A sorry really can't meant a broken heart & I'm so sorry to let those people who treated me well down. Sorry for letting you'll to be sad for me, tears flowing down the cheeks for what I have done yesterday. I don't know how to put it in the mouth & express how I feel, not that I'm cold blooded or ignoring, just let you'll down. This is my last time in life for playing. Just hope everything can go on smoothly on the next reporting. Hope school won't because of this & kick me out again.
I regretted totally already):
As this whole week, things don't really seems to getting on like the past.
Monday was being caught by VP at CC.
Was asked to served detention till Friday, Wanling & Celeste also kana things.
Friendship with Meimei seems to change after that day):
Zhens & Gongs also kana things.
School for me also not that well too. WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW?!
Eventually the mother of mine was so sad & worry for me when she came and bailed me out today. I finally know that my steps that I'm walking is damn wrong now.
The cousin of mine treat me so well, doing as much as she can help me to allow me to go back school, & I keep getting myself into troubles once n once again, I'm so that useless alright.
Like those officer said yesterday, did we really think of how our parents felt after knowing what we had done? Being handcuffed back from the place I went to everyday, staying there almost like my second house. & now I felt ashamed to went there anymore.
Being brought back to HQ and got to behave like a dog there. no privacy too.
Seriously sucks! & I broke my own rule that I got for myself for these few years that I got it.
Sorry Ching, I don't know what to say to you. But please don't push every blame onto yourself.
You got nothing wrong, & please dont keep things to yourself anymore.
Like today all of us see u in that emotion, its really not like the you that we see everytime.
Humans do make mistakes, but we got to learn from it and carry on with our life.
No matter whats the outcome, Hope we will be there for each other & think positive.
Takecare everyone, I'm tired of my life already, don't follow our steps if you guys know what I'm referring about.

2010-01-18T05:52:00.000-08:00

No time to use com nowadays.
was busy with school and frens(:
let picture do the talk for what had been happening ard(:
& its Monday, not really a good day man!
was like caught for smking, but im nt the one who smk and I've been accuse by VP-.-
but he was like good enough to let us off, but now must depend on OM.
shagg, lets see hw's tml then(:
takecares, goodnights(:
Will try to update more often for meimei as I've been keep bombing her to update:X
sorry my dear! IMISSYOU LA! cus she start working and we gt no time to meet up.
Hope to see her soon(: loveher(:

2010-01-02T10:27:00.000-08:00

Was suppose to wake up at 5am today for work, in the end woke up at 8.30 & found out that the surrounding was so bright! Omfg, then realise that I didn't went for my last day of work!
Search for my phone and I saw Nat msg saying that she miss the transport bus, thought she didn't went for work too. So called her up & she said she's working.
So didnt went for work and carried on sleeping.
Wake up at around 12+ Nigel said he's on the way back to his father house asked me if wanted to meet up. Its like a long since I last saw him man! Met him around 1+ slacked till 3+ and we went off(: Called darling up telling her that I didn't went for work so she say faster meet her.
When home to prepare and wait for her to train to Panjang(:
Meet her around 5 & the rain was like on and off on and off. LOLS
Bused to Teckwhye to meet ChingSiang, went 145 for lunch(:
CC aftermath(: slacked till Celeste and co's came over tw to find us(:
So happy to see all of them again(: Today CC was so packed! Its seems to go back to the place full with fun and laughters around! Kind of loving it(:
Went off to market as they need to alter their school skirt and get some snacks as we are going to blk6 for slacking. In the end, darling jio everyone to eat maggie! & we were there comparing who can make the loudest sound! LOLS!
After maggie session, finally, block 6 life(:
Had photo taking session(: Too bad that Gracie & Jiazhen was not with us):
ChingSiang, the camera man(: Credits to him(:
All went off at 11pm. Hope to see darling soon for later singing session eh(:
Goodnights everyone and wish me all the best for appealing back to school eh(: *Laughs:D
Alrights, photo cant be uploaded nw which make me fcuking fed up for waiting! so i post it tml then(: byeeeeeeee

2010-01-01T00:54:00.000-08:00

Happy New year to everyone(:

Bye 2009 & welcome the year of 2010.
Lets hope this new year to be fulfill with surprise & everything goes well for everyone(:
Hope that I can go back to school and finish my studies to get a cert
Friendship will stay forever the way it is now.
Hope that those drift apart friends will still remembered those past that we shared happily last time and lets those unhappy moments to be forgotten.
Thanks for those who treat me well this year & stay along with me all the while as I really appreciate it(:
Hope the world will be peace & harmony then(:
Last of all! I wished all my friends to be safe and sound, MEIMEI! Iloveyou la!(((:

Yesterday after work went home to prepare and meet dearest darling, ChingSiang & Sebastian at my house void deck.
Slacked awhile and we bused to Vivo for counting down.
Thought that we are able to meet Celeste they all there and had fun with them together,
in the end, when we reached there.
We called Celeste, she said they are on the way to Sembawang):
SO SAD!
So after counting down at Vivo, we cabbed over to Boat Quay to find Sebas cousin and friends.
Had a bite before we went for drinking(:
Went over to Zirca there to look for Sherry, tehteh & yaozu as they were being pungseh.
Bring them over with us to enjoy yesterday fun life(:
Indeed, yesterday was a nice one! Exciting, fun, scaring!
& I think there's alot of fights going around as there's alot of ambulance and police there.
We leave at 4+, there's fcuking no cabbie man!
manage to hopped into 1 as we stand in the middle lane, its like a funny man.
Send sherry & tehteh home and meimei to my house with me(:
Accompanied meimei to eat and back to my house again.
Slacked & play till 7+ send her down to take bus and we plan to meet after she prepared but in the end we were too tired and both of us K.O & bombed ChingSiang and Sebas as they were waiting for us to go meet them, *laughs!
Kays, I'm going to prepare and meet my dearest meimei now(:
Takecares everyone(:

Meimei and I(:

She's my pill(:

2009-12-25T15:55:00.000-08:00

Merry xmas to everyone ehs(:
Went back to work at factory again.
tiring, but i need money badly):
Chiong OT on 24th and meet darling up at JurongPoint and we trained to Cityhall & meet the rest. Boring christmas i swear. Lols
After counting down at Esplanade, walked over to boat quay.
Diao at there nothing to do, went back teckwhye aftermath.
something happened, spoiled the day man, FCUK!
Went home alone ard 8am
Wake up around 5pm today, faster prepared and meet darling at void deck
ChingSiang came over, at first say go timah play pool.
In the end, changed back to teckwhye meet Jiazhen.
& we leave to Plaza.Sing to go collect something that they need it.
aubeylai! we miss the last bus-.- Laughs!
Finally C.s called his fren and we cabbed to Yewtee.
Slacked there awhile, go back panjang with darling as her friend sending her home.
went home after awhile.
& I was tired enough, was otw to my dreamland.
QINZHE called me go help him buy cigg then slacked awhile with him.
Spoil my dream, so sad!
Its 8.07am now, good morning everyone(:

2009-12-18T03:42:00.000-08:00

Alrights, continue meeting my darling too.
Went celebrate Farharna's birthday at Jurong.
Went over to Timah with darling to meet Ching Siang they all.
Aftermath, cabbed over to tw slack(:
Met JiaZhen darling up(:
not blogging much, life nowadays is the same.
& IM MISSING MEIMEI NOW! haas, sorry for ytd my dear.
hope u are not angry with me eh!(:
LOVEYOU!
I LOVE THEM TOO(:
pictures do the talking eh(:
takecares

2009-12-10T08:42:00.000-08:00

Okays, I'm back(: Just resign & happily enjoying my life with MeiMei(:
Sunday can counted as the last day working, went off earlier to meet JiaPing & ChinPing.
Went to drink at 179 there, slacked smoked&crappings(:
Too bad, this time Vera didn't join in. Go off at around 1am.
Meet MeiMei on monday as I thought my pay will really out.
But in the end, kana bombed again. Sibeh fedup! Called office then they said tues-.-
So Monday plan with darling was spoiled):
Didn't get to go sing K, walk walk. So she came over to find me first(:
Meet GuoZhong asked him helped me to buy cigg. Slacked awhile with him too.
Darling reached panjang around 4+ came up my house slacked then GuoZhong called & asked if MeiMei reached? so went down slacked with him.
Aftermath, bused to woodlands(:
Pooling session as she wanted to play(:
& we spent the whole day at woodlands, reached home around 1am(:

TUESDAY
As promised Zi Ang to pei him go tattoo shop.
But I meeting MeiMei too(: So met up under my block, cabbed over to Jack's tattoo studio first.
None of the pictures captured into his eyes. So leave to Bali Lane, another tattoo shop.
But the artist having dinner, so went to bugis walk walk first.
Saw Xiner(: she's with friends. So we didn't talk much.
Went over Bali Lane after darling got her clothes.
After tattoo studio, went to LJS to have our dinner(:
Slacked awhile more & back to panjang with darling to slack awhile & she went off(:

WEDNESDAY
Meet up darling again(((:
we were just happily enjoying "er ren shi jie"*laughs
Didnt went where much, whole day at panjang.
Actually going down tw. but no much ppl there too.
& Celeste they all going causeway.
So she came over, slacked at my void deck awhile.
Went over coffeeshop to open 1 Carlsberg but she didnt finish.
Went up my room, talk talk & went over to plaza at around 7.
She went to meet Weizhong they all.
Aftermath, dinner at KFC(:
After eating, went outside smoked, play around till 11+ & she went off(:
& Rayhan called me up as he niocotine low, so went over tw find him
Fcuking fun by playing the mask for those who saw on webcam eh(:
Went off at 1.30am to meet sherry at 103 ytd as she's not feeling good.
Cheer her up and home sweet home at 4+(:

TODAY

& as for today! Our plan finally come true(:
We were planning to bleach our hair, & go hotel to slack as the rate was damn cheap(:
So she bused over here again(:
We meet at Bangkit then walked up to the shop which sells the bleach powder.
But the sun was fcuking hot! %#@%^$%#$
Actually was going to bus there, in the end, buay tahan the heat, cabbed over.
Reached the hotel ard 5pm like dat. start to bleach hair, watch tv, cam whore, smoked & slacked
Check out around 7pm, went to have our late lunch, lols
Chicken rice(: But darling was being pestered by a black cat-.-
The funniest thing is, suddenly the cat was gone, but there came a v big black animal running past us.& we were stunned & we laugh like nobody cares!
As we thought the big black dog is that cat & why suddenly became so huge! DAMN FUNNY!
Yuquan called, so meet him at town.
So after eating, bused to town & meet Yuquan(:
Town was so boring! but the decorations was nice lah(:
In the end we rotted beside a huge christmas tree there for almost 45mins
& Yuquan were asked to be three times of photographer.
Like a funny only. In the end nothing to do there, bused back to panjang to have dinner at 117.
All went off at 11+ (:
Good nights(:
& IM MEETING HER TML AGAIN(: KTV THIS TIME EHS((:
*Darling, *HO SEH BOH! Laughs, love you lah!(:

Pictures not in order(:

Before bleaching hair(:

All taken at the hotel room(:
see hw messy the bed can be, laughs!

Before going out(:

This rayhan! SEE the shoe! LOLs

I Love her smile(:

Taken in cab when otw to Katong(:

Staircase~ lols

Pooling session(:

I with my darling(:

She wants to act as killer, HAHA!(:

2009-12-06T04:37:00.000-08:00

Back home early today. Wasn't feeling that well.
Yesterday went down coffeeshop, saw god father they all(:
Like a long didnt go down there le! saw alot people there.
Went off around 4. Woke up late for work too. Plus stupid stomach. Laughs
The pain was killing me the whole day, so asked for half day.
&I'm back home. okays. Going to meet J.Ping update soon(:

Sorry to make you to make a wasted trip.
Just want to let you knw.
I can't let go of you no matter what& remembered what u promised me eh(:
Iloveyoos

2009-12-03T08:23:00.001-08:00

I'm back to posting!Okay, met up with MeiMei,Julaiha& Fana(:
Got pranked twice that day. scared till my mother daughter,LOLs
Something happened that day. But it builds my r/s with meimei stronger & stronger(:
& I was posted to parkway for my work. its like a far from here to there man!
No choice. Got to accept the fact. Maybe changing work soon ba(:
nothing much to post. takecares people(:

Really thanks for these few days accompanied me days & nights(:
Like what I posted at my nick, although I'm not a perfect person.
But I'm willing to do all my best in everything with you(:
Hope everything turn out to be the nice one ehhhhhhh?(:
52262426(:

2009-11-27T06:26:00.000-08:00

Its Friday again! One week gonna past soon.
Went to work as usual. As today it's public holiday, there come one samsung promoter.
Overall, friendly(: we both left at 8pm.
Today just sold out 1 television only. like a sian! But better than nothing(:
Reached home before 9pm. thats all(:

Thinking of changing url. But what should I change to? LOLs.

2009-11-26T06:10:00.000-08:00

Didn't attend work today. Woke up at 10am as I heard my aunt sound.
Rushed to the living room. Ask her if wanted to buy tv, LOLs.
But too bad, she don't need. sadddddddddd~
Went back to Primary school with cousin to get result.
Aftermath went home to bath & went polyclinic to get mc with them
Block8 next to find Jeslyn! slack with her & celebrate his bf birthday.
Went off around 6. Didn't get to meet meimei today:(
That's all~ goodnights

Did anyone ever care bout me when I'm down?
Did he ever care for me once?
Who ever know what Im thinking bout everything?
Just is this world moving all the times?
I just got alot of enquires.
Who can reply me, I don't think anyone.
Just how I wished I was belong to him once.
Just that once in his arms, I'm his.
Worryfree, Just me, not thinking that much.
But, did he ever know how I feel?
I really wished to leave this stupid world.
&how many people will cry for me?
I'm not as intelligent as people outside are.
I don't think highly of myself.I'm just who I am.
Hais, I'm just speechless

2009-11-24T05:39:00.000-08:00

Today was late for meeting, got to reach there by 11 but reach there 11.30
was very boring at there. Ended the meeting at 1+.
Trained back to panjang with lion king
Went home to take thumb drive then bused to Jurong for work.
Reached there around 4. slacked all the way as challenger no much customer too
Today mood sucks totally! hate it.
no mood to post much, takecares

I hate to be alone! sucks!
Today people were strange to me too.
Tears rolling down when I'm at work.
They just can't understand me.
I hate my life!

2009-11-23T07:14:00.000-08:00

I'm trying damn hard not to think of what had happen.
Cause I know time will heal everything.
As I want you to happy. To get whatever you need or what, I can only wish u all the best.
I can't complain anything as this is what I know I will get. I can't blame you too.
Whatever past is the past. I must learn how to forget the pain that I had in you & Keep those goodtimes we used to had in the past in the bottom of my heart. & I can't be selfish.
Takecares 11.20pm

Alrights, today woke up at 12+ as we promised to meet up at teckwhye(:
So woke up saw MeiMei miss call. Called her back then faster went to prepare & off to woodlands to fetch her as I said so(:
Reached there around 2+, waited for her at staircase.
She brought along her "fei mao" still tell me is real de. Brought it at $3600-.-
But actually only 4bucks lorhs, LOLS!
So bused back to Panjang again.
Kupped cigg with her. then bused to teckwhye to meet co's
Otw there, called JiaZhen, Wanling& Celeste to faster come out.
In the end, Celeste & Wanling came out around evening time.
Reached CC. Xiner,Marilyn& MeiLing was already there.
Slacked awhile with them then off to 145 to get our Meehoonkway!((:
Missed it sooooooo the much. LOL
Aftermath, walked to CC toilet then to Block 6 to find KahJie.
He left around 4+ then Jiazhen came with Mr.Gongs.
All the way block 6 today. Only with them, my time flies!
Alot of topic with them! Laugh like hell only(:
Went over to 143 for dinner at 7pm & back to block 6 again!(:
As they were planning to go jogging again later on so Celeste & Wanling went off first.
& we started new topic again! LOL.
Went off with MeiMei at around 10pm & home sweet home(:
Okays lahhh, update soon again!(: Got to wake up early to go office for meeting tml):
Siansation~ takecares peoples

Sometimes I will be there thinking, "Does the world move on without me"
& there isn't any changes.
Maybe I'm just that useless...

2009-11-22T08:13:00.000-08:00

Back to post, went to work late today as overslept.
Reach there around 1pm. no customer still. Pathetic*
Standing there always like a fool eh, LOL!
Just nothing can do there only keep going smoke.
So return call to MeiMei, chatted with her & SHE CAME DOWN TO FIND ME!!!! XD
Damn happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!(:
She reached Jurong around 5. walked around with her, eat, smoke & whatever so on(:
& we went to took neoprints!!! WOAHHHHH! XDDDDD
Accompanied me till I end work, love her lahhhs!
Trained back to CCK. slacked awhile there then we bused over to teckwhye awhile!
Like a long didn't go there! & tomorrow we are going to meet early as promise eh(:
Miss those fun&laughter we got like the past.
Jiazhen came back to teckwhye to meet us for awhile too! Just so happy to see her too(:
Cabbed back by meimei at 11+ & goodnight peoples(:

I really got to thanks myself for being stupid at all times.
Knew what ending I going to get it from you but I just can't stop myself for missing you.
& yeah, We became closer like before.But what am I to you?
Toy O.R SPARE TYRE?!
Crying to sleep into sleep in your arms & you didnt even notice that.
I really don't understand why guys are so capable of one leg stepping on two boat.
Heart think of one then they can still with the other one.
& yeah, maybe I'm not that intelligent like you.
Not as pretty like her. But can you imagine that those words that you wish to say to her also those words I feel like saying to you? If you're unloved, then what about the others?
I got the true heart to you, telling you whatever things which are true, but did you?
Sometimes, words from your mouth that you said to me are fake.
But I still believe in you.
I trying very hard to salvage the past we used to be, but you just change too much.
numbing myself but whenever I think of what those words you written on your blog to her & last time to me.
I'm such a big FAILURE!
Waiting for you to contact me as I scared I'm a nuisance to you.
You told me that time saying I didnt contact you, but whenever I contact you?
Whats ur reply? 1word then fullstop?
I trying to find topic to talk to you, what you told me everytime?
"Aiya, I not interested lah"
I hate you! But I can't stop myself for loving you like a stupid fool!
I'm forever a LOSER, I really don't want love anymore.
Its time to say goodbye, My heart is dead):
_|_ LOVE!

2009-11-18T07:58:00.000-08:00

Finally its my off day today:D
Been working at Jurong Point now.
Anyone keens to get a new TV? tell me hor! *Laughs!
Yesterday actually going down to teckwhye to meet them but they are going for movie.
It will be late then, so went over Bangkit to find Sherry, TehTeh & YaoZu.
Slack with them till 12+ then went home.
Use com, but my stupid com can't let me sign in msn! :(
Went to sleep around 4+ woke up at 12pm.
Return call to Ah Ken uncle, he asked me if I'm fine working there anot then told him what roughly happened ytd.
Hope tml will be fine at work eh? LOL
Went to meet KaiNing at her working place.
Chatted alot with her too!(: Loves!
Hope get to meet up with them soon!
I miss all of them! :( But working time already make me half dead, LOL
kays, gtg, GOOD NIGHT!

2009-11-12T07:24:00.000-08:00

Woke up late today!As yesterday me & M.Jia went down 103.
Saw ah boon there! Like a long didn't see him! Chatted& joke around with him as usual:D
Went home at 4+ thats why today cant wake up at 9am as I'm suppose to reach office at 11am.
After office. Went over to Jurong Point to find the two little kiddos (:
Having great fun with them everytime! (: they accompany me to Ljs for my lunch, aftermath went shop around & in the end we ended up at challenger to play hide & seek! laugh like hell*
Opposite Jurong point to lepak awhile then bused over to Fana house area.
Found 1 round table & from there slack till Ziwei came (:
Was talking about jokes & work.
Ohhya! Tomorrow will be my first day of my new job. Kinda stress man! arggghhhhh!
No one will come and visit me until next monday when I start work there.
S-I-A-N-S-A-T-I-O-N!
LOLS! wish me good luck ehhh(:
good nights peepos!(: sweet dreams yea(:
Upload photos for today on tml(:

2009-11-08T08:34:00.000-08:00

.
Last day of the week again! sian uhs~
Hmm, woke up by Vera Valentine msg. she say she sibei dulan then I tot what happen.
talk on phone with her during her break time, & I think she will be going to turn crazy soon! LOL
Use com awhile decided go back rest then Jeslyn msg me ask me what time meeting her.
So went to bath, prepare then bus to Teckwhye to fetch her(:
Meet her at her house downstair. smoke then walk to market as she's going to sell her bicycle.
I swear that auntie was damn lao lan! Fcuk it!
saw Ferlyn at blk 8. talk to her then went over mama shop to get drink slack awhile at court there then cab over panjang to look for C.ping liao
As we promise to help her celebrate her birthday:DDD
Shop around then had Ljs with her.
Back to my house to wait for M.Jia to come back
Help her draw eyeliner(:
Had celebration at my blk.LOL
This is my very first time to celebrate for her like this, must be touch eh!(:
Hope she got a wonderful day today with us! (:
Happy Advance birthday my girl(: Play hard! work harder & love him harder-harder lah(:
May all ur wish come true:D
Waited for Ziang to come meet us to slack. All went off at 11+
Thats the end of my day! tml got to work, SIAN UH~

more pictures for today on tml. Stay tune(:Happy advance birthday my girl(:
Nothing gonna change us(:

2009-11-07T08:43:00.000-08:00

BlahBlah Black sheep! Laughs!

Back to post(:
Having great gastric pain right now! IRRITATED!
Yesterday was a busy day! Got pay(:
BUT now all gone! :( too little sad sad sad:(
Nvm, I got a new job now(: Feel free to come find me up at JP then, LOL
Slacked awhile with Nat & C.Ping after work at JP there de smoking area.
Bus-ed back to Panjang after that, promise to treat M.Jia for a meal.
So meet her at Mac. shop around after that.
Got myself a hair dye. Went over to KFC as promise to treat family eat too.
LJS for KaiNing as I going to meet her & she's hungry.
Slacked with her till 10, went home bath & cabbed down to Wlds
stay over night there.
Off to CWP at around 11am as C.ping & M.Jia was queuing up for S.H.E
Didn't got into the queue as I dont want people to say I cut queue. Laughs*
So shop around alone, damn boring I swear! :(
Meimei was not free so went off to teckwhye around 12+ to find Eileen dearest!(:
Slacked at her house till 6+ as she had a fight with her mum!
& first time I see my friend kana beat by parent :(
So she came over my side to relac.
Met Jeslyn talk cock awhile under my blk.
Dyed my hair, but colour come out like -.-
Dl where got ghost from funshion to watch with Eileen.
I swear AH NAN WAS A GOOD JOKER! HAHA!
& she went off around 11pm.

Thats my life(: *laughs!Dearest&me(:

I found this super duper big poker at dearest hse! LOL

Me& Nat(:

I swear nothing gonna change my heart for u.
Neither actions or words can prove how much loves & misses that I have for u.
I really hope I can salvage the past & let me say Iloveyou once again...

2009-11-02T06:40:00.000-08:00

Its working days again!:( shagg!
Hmm, bad day for today! But time passes quite fast(:
Keep get scolded for nothing, damn the witch! arghhhhh!
Kays, let me update my weekend!
-10hours of MONOPOLY :DDDD
-2hours of mahjong
-4hours of slacking
-2hours of marketing with grandma(:
-5hours of arguing with my uncle-.- (this damn lame) LOLS
& get to slp on the night but cant wake up on time for work!
thats it. got to be early bird tml, so GD NIGHT!(:

2009-10-30T10:55:00.000-07:00

Hold me tight & keep mute on(:

Finally! Its Friday((:
& we are finally OFF!! xD
Its torturing enough to wake up so early in the morning & prepare for work!
I'm wondering why human must have to sleep in order to get energy everyday!
Sleeping is just a waste of time ma! LOL!
Wasn't really a good day today. *moodswing*
Actually thinking of going out, but who knows it rain on & off! plan cancel
Stay at home & watch show. Nothing much. update again~
Takecares & GoodNight(:

Monopoly anyone? LOLS

2009-10-27T04:30:00.001-07:00

((((((: Ilovehim!

Its 7.30pm now, Good Evening(:
Just got home from work not long. Quite tiring as I woke up at 4.30am to prepare.
But we were still late for it as first bus run away, LOL
Each of us were separated. only break time meet at smoking area.
Overall, its quite fun la(: each of us were sharing what we had experience.
But its a long journey back home! Tiring!
okays, stop here then, i meeting Vera & J.ping soon(:
Takecares(:

2009-10-26T06:30:00.000-07:00

Back to today life.
Actually going for work at tuas early in the morning today!
But due to my overslept:X LOLS
C.ping came over to call me up but I Ignored it, laughs~
Woke up by J.ping call as she's pon sch. LOL
Together with C.ping to plaza find her at Mac. She's having her breakfast there
Aftermath, went up Kopitiam to get my breakfast too. Went my house after that.
Insist to ask her to take out Monopoly ! HAHA!
Played for don't know how many hours till Vera came.
Played till siao! Like a funny only! ((:
End the game at around 6pm
then went down to mama shop to get tibits.
All went off at around 7+
thats all(:

2009-10-23T11:56:00.000-07:00

Just back home(:
Today went over to teckwhye to meet my loves!
Just fcuking miss them only(:
Meet Meimei & Jiazhen at 145 first, Mr Gong came too.
Had fun with them(: photo taken with them too! (:
Xiner came followed by Celeste then Wanling.
left there with Meimei around 9.30.
Back here meet Vera & JiaPing!
Drinking & playing session! All of them were just so cute!
Saw Jasmine with her husband & co's there.
Happily playing that time, there comes an old man at there sitting alone & keep on shouting to the air-.-
Shout until I buay tahan, go over ask him to stop it. In the end talking cock to me-.-
what be parents very hard. Next time future has to depends on young kids nowadays and so blahhs~ LOL
Carried on our things then went off ard 2am(:

I HAD A FUN DAY TODAY(:Me with J.Zhen(:

Me with Meimei(:Photos taken just now! my eye got flash!Photos taken last drinking session!(:

2009-10-21T18:17:00.000-07:00

FCUK IT!
Dont know what kind of family member am I really having in this world right now!
Just really can't get them. Everything seems to wrong like fuck for sure!
Die Die Die Die Die Die Die Die Die Die Die Die Die!! NNB!

2009-10-20T22:59:00.001-07:00

okays, IM BACK(:
long since i updated photos like dat uhs.
Saturday evening went over to grandma house with Kok Hui & stay overnight there.
Mahjong time again! LOLS!
Went home Sunday night.
Vera called me up & say she wants to drink that night, so meet her at my void deck.
Jonathan came over too. Jio MeiJia & ChinPing together along.
Went over to 103 to buy cigg first
Then Vera& Jonathan went kopitiam brought something to eat.
Went over 178 to start our drinking(:
Had fun there (:
All went off around 4.
Monday went over The Warren to celebrate Rayhan 16th birthday with Co's
Funniest thing is that he haven't make a wish, we haven't sing birthday song then he jitao blow away the candles! LOL. Hope he got a memorable birthday celebration with us:)
aftermath went over to block 8 to look for Jeslyn.L (:
slack awhile with her then went off around 9+
As for yesterday, accompanied Cping to polyclinic to see doc at ard 11. but got to wait till 1.30 then can register-.-
so went over to 146 to have breakfast aftermath to mac sit sit as the weather was unbearable! DAMN HOT! LOL
Called Eileen up asking her where is she, meet her up!
Like a final that I can meet her like dat, LOL
She came my house afterwards.
Slack at my room, drink with her(: Chatted alot! Both of us were thinking abt the past.
She said" SEE la! if that year u didnt quit school. maybe now we can graduate together:( "
Hais, what to do, hope nxt yr ba(:
She's always the one i love(:
She left my house at 9+ then we walk over to CC to find xiao deli & mr policeman.
she went off at 10+ & we left at 11+ as something happened
slept early ytd night. thats all!(: takecares!

*something goes wrong in uploading photos, upload photos next time then(:

2009-10-15T22:54:00.000-07:00

Back to post, meeting vera nowadays(:

Had fun with her. Let me think back to the past of how we use to stick together(:

Stay at home & rotted as Coughing is killing me man!

Ytd went down to BP CC to find xiao deli & get things cleared.

Can't believe that he had such a bastard 10yrs+ bro who keep kah jiao wei behind his back!

& he denied he didn't say tat as if 3 pairs of ears are fake -.-

First time saw him so dulan & that AH GUA was so timid! * Laughs my ass off!

Went back home around 5 as we were all waiting for mr policeman, wasting time only LOL.

Will back to post soon. nothing much, takecares!

2009-10-08T14:43:00.000-07:00

My new hair style!

Was back from east coast park, like a boring only.

Going out again now, Gd morning people!

takecares

2009-10-07T16:31:00.000-07:00

I'm back to post:D

Irritating pimples still not getting rid from my face *fedup*

Met up with my LOVES recently:)

Didn't get to go down kampong much.

Was drinking almost every night.

Went God father temple recently with Irene-jie & co's

Had fun there! Met up with KaiNing too:)

Went to grandma house quite often now as kok hui was still on holiday.

yesterday brought grandma to clinic as she's not feeling well.

Didnt get to upload photos recently as my aunt swop phone with me.

Everything was in the memory card!

Aiya, life now is still the same, Can anyone bring colour to my life?

Its not easy to forget those memories which left in my heart.

If u were there to let me choose, I wont choose to be your heart but I will choose to be Onion.

& let you to get know of me. Kiss me thru the phone will you?

2009-09-30T04:51:00.000-07:00

Imissthem!

Job job, where are u?
Currently looking for jobs still:(
nothing much to update, takecares

2009-09-24T07:41:00.000-07:00

Having high fever for the past two days.
Was shivering like nobody cares, covered myself with 3blankets& 3jackets.
& I could still feel the cold.
Feeling was terrible eh?Laughs*
Throat was still swollen like hell I guess, Its damn pain when I try to swallow anything!
Met Shahlina to slack on tuesday as she tot she was working that day, in the end never.
Slacked under my block with her & Cp.
Aftermath got home to eat medicine& back to bed to get rest.
Buay tahan then go clinic see doctor, but got to wait for 1hour.
Went coffeeshop as Cp got to wait for an uncle, in the end tio bomb, haas!
Went home quite early as Im tired after eating my medicine.
As for today, didnt went anywhere.
Got to end here, takecares.

2009-09-21T08:30:00.000-07:00

Back to post(:
Friday went over to Amk as my cousin meeting me at granny house:D
Reached there 12+
went to 7-11 for a look, nothing get into our eyes.
left & up to the house, got to know that granny going overseas
We waited for her ask her to takecare of herself there then i still make her 2slices of bread with tuna & i told her that: " U must eat hor! got my LOVE inside, cannt give my uncle eat away!"
BUT IN THE END! she never bring along with her:(
Quite saddening, after she left.
We went into storeroom & find liquor.
Founded 3 XO.
Took out one, woke my other 2 cousin up, played cards & whatever.
But the XO sucks to the core, so didnt manage to finish up.
Was at there talking with them, then they told me how rabak am i that day when i was drunk!
I was at there, "huh? I got like dat uhs?!"
Like a funny only.
Went home the following day around 2pm
Went mamashop to get mixer then see those aunties uncles i used to slack with at coffeeshop
then i say them, like a first time to c u all so early drinking here!
Laughs! sit awhile there & went up.
Until now, that bottle of XO with mixer still didnt get to finish it.
its inside my wardorde!
Went over to find Baby at night, he's drunk! but he's still the cutest!
Over at his house till 1+
Back home, bath as the weather buay tahan!
aftermath, watched 1 drama series form funshion till 6.30
Down to meet GuoZhong, slack till 8+ went home continued that show.
Today finally down to CC to meet them!
Only Meimei, Celeste, Junkai, Guozhong &cos were there.
Aint crowded like last time.
went home with GZ b4 10 as he's with rolex! LOL!
Life is just still the boring, nothing much change.
I'll try to upload everyday:D

2009-09-15T16:34:00.001-07:00

Finally had a long rest yesterday
Went to Yujun court, only can asked him to takecare.
hais, cant do anything else. Fcuk it!
Aftermath, all went to had lunch& I went home first
Reached panjang around 11.30am
then ChinPing came over to look for me,
Had lunch at my house.
Chatted awhile & I went to bed
All way long till just now 4.30am then woke up
But still cant cure my pimples:(((
Can anyone tell me what to do & use?!
my face going to gone soon !!!!:(
Takecares.

2009-09-12T20:44:00.000-07:00

Rmb those words you told me, Cause it will foreva stay in my heart(:

Save me anyone?!
Nahh, I'm just joking(:
Hmm, been jobless for around 3weeks.
Just got my IC done, but gonna wait for 1month to get it.
I sure that pict is gonna make me laugh like a dick when i get my IC!
LOL!
Hmmm, these few weeks were quite boring, but get to meet up with my loves one can already:D
But I fcuking miss that dummbie loads!
Tot got that chance to meet him ytd, but in the end, he didnt come out:(
waited at home whole day for his call, but no rings:(
I missing him like crazy only:(
stuck infront of com only in facebook, games there are fun!:D
Anyone wanna play bejeweled Blitz with me?! LOL!
I going to my lalaland now
& good morning to everyone:D
takecares, update soon:)

2009-09-01T19:52:00.000-07:00

BACK!!!!:D
Okays, Its morning 11am now!
& I'm being bombed by my cousin!
Asked me not to fall asleep& accompany them to doctor at 9am
But till now they still not awake yet-.-
*laughs, kays main point.
Friday, Tonned for the sake of meeting Dearest Meimei to be her model
scared cant wake up.
Aftermath, bused back to kampong met my Jiazhen& wanling:D
Went off from Kampong at 8, went to Jurong point & find back my past:D
Spent 3days with them, Memories are all over!
I damn missed them! I'm sure that we didnt get to lose each other no matter what:D
Saturday went over to baby house & ton.
I got to see him 2weeks later:(
& Im missing him everyday:(
Iloveyou!
I love all my dearest!:DD
Sunday? Forgot what I did:X
Nowadays, brain keep jamming! Like hell only! LOL
hmmm, will update often:D
takecares:D
Me & Fana(:
Me&Julaiha(:The crazy us(:

2009-08-25T09:55:00.001-07:00

I will always remember what you all have did to me!
Just get this in mind, I'm the one who can stand upright,
But not really everytime!
Seriously, today I'm broke down tears the whole day.
I've already suffering for the whole 16months.
Is it time to let every thing to stop?
Its ain't my fault today.
Things are taking granted by them all the times.
Should I get some rest or continue to tahan them for some more times?
Friends told me to look for new jobs.
I hope I can do that.
But can anyone tells me who like to be scolded for nothing.
& behind me he can say whatever he wants & turn the whole thing upside down?
Blaming me for everything happen today?
What the fuck is tat?!
For the past year, I've been asking them for a locker to put my thing that I want so I didnt have to leave it in the office, & he can change the story to all my fault.
SERIOUSLY! U this fcuker!
I been working faithfully for the store but u guys have to take thing for granted.
If I'm late at least I make a phone call to say even its 5mins.
But he told others that I didnt do so.
He told me to leave if I wanna & do not need to go back.
Ya! U are right.
& I know what manners are.
U talking to me, its a respect of facing you.
But u just can say that I'm staring at u!
HEY PLEASE! AS A MANAGER, don't tell me u dont know what respect called?
& the stupid me can just stuck inside toilet to cry.
Luckily I got my dearest on phone comforting me although she cant get to me meet.
Recover soon my dear Jiazhen.
But should I go back there?
I'm anti-ing India people like him, but no offence to others!
Just do not step onto my tail if I didnt provoke u.
Venting anger to other but not to me, THANKS!
U SUCKS SERIOUSLY TO CORE!
May god bless u of getting rid of my sight!
I'm someone who u can't see my evil side, Just don't force me!
Back to my life then.
Meet my dearest Meimei at 6.30pm
Went kumpong to find Celeste, Marilyn, wanling & YongXin
Slacked & went back at around 10.
Cause of meeting tian wei.
In the end, kana bomb by him.
Walk back alone, tears flowing down like nobody cares again. Just don't know why!
Fcuk it!
I know I have to look towards brighter side, Cause I STILL GOT MY LOVES ONE:D
bye peepos, going out nw:D

2009-08-21T13:09:00.000-07:00

Currently now at CDS home,
& he & his friends are enjoying playing poker while im in the living room using com eh
Like quite a boring uh, but nvm.
hmm, tml got to meet up with my precious! happy for me kays?! LOL!
Got to complains! Venting out my anger nw!
To those who pass by, but no offence at all.
Get this clear, if u are not working in the customer service line!
Like as it call fast food, although it had to faster than those resturants or whatever.
Seriously. the choice is up to you'll. U can choose to wait or either entering to other fastfood or whatever!
No patience? then get out lah, no point of showing attitude or anyhow shouting at people.
There's a line by Law. Customers are always right.But, anyone of u'll put yourself in people shoes to think?
U might not know what is going on, e.g : short handed?
But in my point of view, like an example happened a few days ago.
There was this woman, who was queueing up in my friend counter.
As I was standing just beside her.
I got the feeling that someone was keep aiming at me, so looked up & see see.
That woman, who i was refering to, was really at there staring me for dont know what hell of stupid reason, as i was in uniform, i got to obey my working rules.so I'd to try & pretend i see nothing.
But the moment, its her turn, she was the only one who made a big nuisance there?!
As we were short of staffs. & mainly those working that day including the 3 cashiers were sick
But i know we had to do our very best.
She threw all her belongings to my fren & scold my friend like a crazy mad dog!
WHAT THE HELL!
damn fcuk up !
the first time I saw my fren being scolded so rabak!
Seriously, we already did our best.
If u are still not that sastify. u can jolly well make a complaint to our headquarter!
MAD DOG! ARGHHHHHHHHH!

okays, forget about that stuff,
today work 11-11.
mood was perfectly fine, till i got scolded by one auntie there!
mood started to change from high to low till worse!
I admit i was in a moody type.
But FROM THE MOMENT I WAS OUT IN THIS WORLD!
I didn't got scolded by A MAID BEFORE!
NEVER EVER! till today!
She was the one who keep showing a bad face. like i owe her 100 million!
make my attitude worse. so didnt hiew lan her much
But in the end she scolded me! I WAS LIKE CCB! MAID ALSO CAN SCOLD ME!?
so i argue back to her till she was quite fed up too. But seriously, if she didn't make me
I dare to swear that i will give her my best well manner I got! wahhhlau. like a pek cek sial!
sua sua sua sua sua!!!!!

Hmmm. after work went smoke with Jasmine, saw her husband opposite, he walked over.
told Jasmine that he brought her Martell.
So she jio us drink together.
& I went off around 1am as Ziwei & Apai was tired.
thats all:D
Will update my blog soon:D
Stay tune:D

2009-08-13T11:45:00.001-07:00

Its time for me to let go of everything.

Well, work work work!
&&& PLEASE!!! MY PIMPLES ARE KILLING ME!!!
But recently old injuries ached again. Can't really concentrate on work.
Went to see doc as I cant stand it anymore,
got a 2day MC. Aftermath,went to find the Uncle who helps me to massage my hand last year.
He was there keep scolding me, like-a-funny.
Hand was swollen like dont know what.
These few days were stuck at 103 again.
Accompany god father they all.
Yesterday Tommy came find me, slacked at 107 awhile then went to coffeeshop
Yesterday was counted as a great day.
Yuquan& Roston came down find me, bt sort of pungseh them.
So they went home early.
Reached home around 7.
Got to sleep at around 9.
working at the time of 2, I got to wake up at 12.30
In the end, woke up at 1.30-.-
Scolded sister for waking me up so early for fcuk-.-
Cause I tot i work 3pm, reached there abit late.
Today attachment mgr. He kinda laolan! Like-a-dick -.-
Ohhya, got to wish Shahlina a happy 16th birthday:DD
takecares!

2009-08-10T08:12:00.000-07:00

Happy Belated Birthday to Singapore!(:

Sorry to let my blog rot eh!
No time to blog at all
Been working for the whole day from morning till night
I think 1 day I gonna get depression! LOL!
Have to face those irritating customers everyday,
standing like nobody cares!
Stress! *laughs
I want change job la!
Saturday meet up with my dearest.
all went off early
Aftermath, Meimei accompany me back home to get change as Im meeting Desheng:D
Played with him like nobody cares too!
Pinching each other like dont know what.
& my cheeks now is swollen, all thanks to him eh:D
Reached home the next day around 10.
Prepare & went for work.
Was damn tired, was scolded by manager for nothing.
Like what the hell man! Fed up.
Everyone was tired tat day.
Hmm, nvm. back to today life:D
Woke up at 3pm
Called my dearest, but meimei was still slping.
Jiazhen say she cant come out. so went to her house
Bused there, reached 145, then realize tat i didnt brought out my wallet & cigg
LIKE Funny only.
then ask Jiazhen pei me. went opposite to hail cab,
asked my sis to bring down & U-turn to tw again:D
brought food up to eat.
Was happily chit chating with her just now:D
Reached hm at 9.30
thats all:D
hope to meet them soon again:DD
LOVES:DD

2009-07-31T06:10:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not blogging for so long.
Been working & working.
If got the free time, its sure at my kampong:D
Meet Kaya on monday night.
But he's the one who pungseh me
keep saying want to sleep, so went to meet Tommy
haas, *like-a-funny-only*
Hmmm, No pictures recently
pimples are killing me! arghhhh!
*laughs, takecares!:D

2009-07-21T10:35:00.000-07:00

Tiring day !
ytd work 11-11.
today work 2-11.
My leg is breaking down soon!
Any ways to help my legs?
LOL!
Hmm, Just now meet Ziang to go smk after work.
Aftermath we went back.
He sit outside there waiting for me to done with my things
after that went slack with him
Damn funny!
We went atm machine there
I check how much inside my bank.
He wants to show off how much he's bank left then he go press
I see le, jitao press 150 out. then balance don't know how many.
He Jitao tio stunned!
He tot i playing with him, then i laugh till my jaw damn sour, LOL
Then we walked to 7/11.
Ask him kup cigg with me as I dont want pack 1 whole pack
He keep dont want. Then went inside also funny
Uncle ask me what I want, then I say i want him then he say see ur IC then
I shout for Ziang, "eh, pass me my wallet leh"
Thn he didnt even want to see, I keep pulling out the IC, he scold me pull for what
Damn funny man, we laugh all way back to my house, he sent me till my house downstairs
then I send him back to lrt station
That fcuker keep scolding me Pundeh!
LOL!
Im dying soon ! TC:D

Will anything happens tomorrow?
God, take me with you! Im breaking down:(

2009-07-19T09:42:00.000-07:00

My Forehead is SWOLLEN!

All thanks to Elson Liu!
Yesterday tonned all the way at teckwhye.
Reached home at around 6.30
Long long time didnt go home so late!
haas, had fun& laughters there.
Watched "zero to hero" at 145.
Meiling left us at ard 3am
slacked & play, waited for the first bus to go home
Reached home cant sleep due to my eyes, its hurtful!
so slowly fallen asleep at 8am.
Worked for the whole day today, nothing much
takecares

2009-07-17T12:31:00.000-07:00

What's L.O.V.E? Can time heals my pain?

Woke up at 12.30 to prepare for work as Im working 2pm today
Reached there, James shift, was able to behave quite well better than last time:D
*claps claps!*
Was damn busy today! chiong-ing all the way:D
Saw Ziang today,Jio me go smoke.
Actually can de, but suddenly people were coming non-stop-.-
So message him ask him to go smoke after his work.
He called me at 1040, went to slack with him and joke around with him,
Seriously! HE CHANGED! :(
hmmm, nvm, he said he will msg me tml, haas, Let wait & see then:D
got home quite early today, was on phone with Ziang, Keep arguing with him
He said me last time more gentle, then Nw like auntie keep nagging him-.-||
Cause he's the one who change first mah! haas, keep on phone scold me LJ!FU,CB!
Of cause I will be there arguing back with him, he said will ton with me one day, wait n see also!LOL!
Nothing much, My off day! DEAREST GIRLS! I'm been waiting to see you'll again!
LOVES!

Gone, its gone, the feeling has slowly disappearing,
Is it a good thing OR a bad thing?
His words on phone sounds as normal as friend to me
I really don't like it:(
Nowadays, I've been crazying over it, See those kids which are botak with big eyes
I can imagine they are him! What had gone into me!
I'm tired, burdens on me are quite heavy now.
Can anyone be my savior?
Sometimes I really thinks that I'm a BIG TIME LOSER:(

2009-07-16T10:22:00.000-07:00

Just don't know why my heart get so hurt that when I heard abt it:(
Take good care of yourself when I can't be there besides you?:(
Iloveyou my dearest girl!

I'm back to post!
My work is making me exhausted everyday.
No more everyday to Kampong:(
Quite shag okays!
These few days had been drinking with them,
& I can't get drunk:(
I just seriously miss him that much! But, what can I do?
He simply ignores me:( Fcuk It!
okays, Can Kailin get back to her world anot!
arghhhhh!
Nothing much to post about.
Just hope that everyone around me is happy!
& that the happiest thing in my life:D
Loveyou all!

2009-07-09T10:41:00.000-07:00

Today woke up by meimei call:D
She told me she's now coming out from school
ask me faster wake up and get prepare to meet her.
So faster went to prepare, but in the end, meet her at teckwhye rather then my house downstair
But meet Wanling under my block as she's at panjang area:D
Went Kampong tgt:D
Yesterday planning was to wear school uniform to tw
& I DID IT:D LOL!
Wanling was shocked by me:x
Dropped off from 190, walked to 145
Shout for my loves!
See their reaction was like funny only:D
Jiazhen said one sentence to me
"This is the very first time I see you in school uniform"
Elson was there too, he's another person who joined in our steady agreement!
He's in home clothes! he says that his long pants was missing,
so I told him to wear Pe, he say Pe shorts is washing.
So he didnt wear.
aftermath, went to CC slack with Meiling:D
Saw yuquan & roston, Tricked him that I can go back sch le
He didnt believe but roston believe me:x
So in the end I said, No lah, joking only, I wear for fun niah
Yuquan jitao shoot me"U r making my armpit laugh!"-.-
Yisheng came with ZhiJie& YongXin
I manage to trick them:D
Alot people was being tricked by me:x
Ziwei came down find me as I was suppose to go fetch her:x
Today Marilyn help me to do my nails:D
Ziwei& meimei went off around 9.30
& I went off with Yisheng at gng 11pm
ohhya, got my haircut at CC by my Meimei:D
photos uploaded:D
ME & JIAZHEN:D
ME& MEI MEI:D
HO ZIWEI TIO SPOT BY ME:D
ELSON DONT DARE TO TAKE PICT! LOL
Meiling, Yisheng,Elson,Zhijie,YongXin:D

2009-07-08T11:00:00.000-07:00

My daily horoscope from Facebook:D

Love: To live without loving is to not really live.

Career: Concentrate on simple cause-effect relations.

Health: In the coming week, devote sometimes to exercise.

Wealth: During the coming months, a substantial gain in income will be evident.

Currently on phone with Celeste:D
We were there discussing something.
Mood was being pulled down! FED UP!
But there's still meimei who make me laugh like fcuk just nw.
She reached home, she sent me one msg
"hey! wo shi xiao yu, wo ai ni, ni ai wo ma?"
Then I reply, "wo shi mao mao yu, wo hen ai ni!"
LOL!
Today woke up damn late, 4pm!
Get prepare & cabbed to kampong as my Jiazhen is waiting for me!
Was stopped down by every traffic light from the start to the end till I reach there-.-
Waste my time!
Brought cigg and have my late lunch there.
Wanling came over find me, followed by Gracie.
Aftermath Rayhan & Jiahao came.
Meimei came the last. Went over to CC after that:D
Today Yanling & JiaHui was there too:D
played along with them:D
they were cute, they left after awhile:D
After they leave, I was bored till death!
So I was there playing with my stupid hair & ask meimei to take photo for me!
DAMN FUNNY OKAY! LOL
Ziwei came down to find me as she was at lot1
Accompanied Meimei for dinner at 145
then back to CC again, leave around 9.30
takecares:D

If you really have the guts,come find me face to face
Your face make me Puke blood!

2009-07-08T08:42:00.000-07:00

I got this from facebook:D

birthday date : 18
--------------------------------------------
Your Life

At first glance, people think you are quiet type of person. Actually you are cheerful, but conditionally. You will show your joyful character only in good mood. One the other and, when you are moody, no one would dare to be around. Because of your emotion fluctuation and frank character, some find you hard to be around.

Your Love

You hardly show your feeling towards opposite sex no matter how much you like him/her. Your partner also has similar character so

Your Love

affairs often take quite a while to flourish. Time tells it all. Your sincerity makes you very attractive.

Your birthday on the 18th day of the month suggests than you are one who can work well with a group, but still remain someone who needs to maintain individual identity. There is a humanistic or philanthropic approach to business circumstances in which you find yourself. You may have good executive abilities, as you are very much the organizer and administrator. You are broad-minded, tolerant and generous, a compassionate person that can inspire others with imaginative ideas. Some of your feelings may be expressed, but even more of them are apt to be repressed. There is a lot of drama in your personality and in the way you express yourself to others.

2009-07-06T12:49:00.000-07:00

Just One last chance? Will you?

Heyhey! I'm here to blog again.
Slept 6plus in the morning, woke up by meimei msg.
thought she went to school, but she didn't.
She overslept, asked me if I want to accompany her to polyclinic to get her Mc.
so wake up and prepared, as the clinic closes at 4.30pm
Had arguments at home, my family seriously sucks to core okays!
Went out of the house unhappily!
& today is another raining day, walked in the rain to the bus stop.
Waited for 190 to teckwhye
Waited meimei outside, after she came, we faster chiong in, like funny only:X
Elson called me up said he's inside polyclinic with his mum.
So meet him awhile, he went home with his mum, Jiazhen came aftermath
While she was waiting, suddenly she craved for chocolate
So went in pharmacy to get her cravings.
But she brought none, LOL
walked out again and we saw a guy.
He was quite good looking, but his actions spoiled his image -.-
He caught my eyes to his actions! know what the heck he's doing?
He was there putting his index finger & middle finger into the mouth like digging for his teeth!
so I ask meimei to see. So meimei turn to look at him.
The both of us saw him putting almost his whole hand into the mouth!
Disgusted BUT funny!
So meimei just LAUGH OUT LOUD!
people there might think we had gone mad, but its damn funny ok!?LOL
okays, so went back to sit again. Jiazhen came:D
Went out of the clinic at 5plus.
went to 145 to have our late lunch.
ohhya, today teckwhye had accident.
heard that its 2taxi& 1 car.
that car front was rabak!
Its being towed off after a long time.
& the TP was damn small size! we were there observing how he ride of the bike
Wanling came to spot us:x as we were just concenrating on the accident.
she's with marilyn at the back of 145. So meimei went over to find her awhile
As Jiazhen wants to get bubbletea & marilyn needs to go atm, left 145
went to market to get their things done.
went to CC find co's
slacked till 8pm, left with meimei back to panjang
as I need to get money from bro.
went to BPP as she needs to go money changer, shop around
She finally got to drink her papaya milkshake& topped up her prepaid:D
slacked awhile there to wait for ziwei.
Sent meimei off to bus stop & back for the meeting things
I was told to change all my attitude & behavior:x
but, no worries. I will change for a better me:D
LOOK OUT EH:D
good nite peeps:D

2009-07-05T11:00:00.000-07:00

Nahs! Its hard for me to get rid out of mind okays!?

Reached home damn early today from kumpong:D
wasn't feeling that well, as all of them went to St.James
Meet Ziwei at Petir lrt, then went under my block to slack
but, I can't stand that fcuking feeling, so asked her to come up my house
slacked& talk about work thing, Damn sucks okays!
Fcuk C**** people at my workplace! damn it!
Okays, main to my life.
Woke up at 2pm, Saw meimei msg!
Finally today don't need me to bomb her up le XD
She came my house& wait for me,
slacked at my house awhile then I went to prepare.
But today were raining cats&dogs! spoil it!
She went to steal my neighbour umbrella:X
then we shared it & walk to plaza due to my bro say wanna talk to me
but in the end, he told me to wait for him at home later-.-
Cabbed to teckwhye, went to CC first.
But none of our friends were there-.-
All unfamiliar faces.So called Elson to meet us at CC.
JiaZhen came after him, awhile later, went 145 for dinner.
Poor elson who's having chicken pox have to eat delight food
If not next time his face CMI:x
After dinner, went to block 6 to slack, 2tables full of aunties there-.-
Called Gracie to meet us there, but she's still at home
So went up to JiaZhen house as I need toilet
Then they also get changed & prepare for St.James
Meet Gracie at block 7
& she's was damn sexy eh! XP
walked in the rain again from block7 to CC as they want to get Apple pie
But elson left as he feels like resting
the 2fellows went to mac as I accompany my meimei to market to get her top up card.
but in the end she only got battery-.-
Ohhya, saw haojie with his mum at 146! damn long didn't see him le!
got off from CC at 8.30.
thats all! good night:D

I like this pict as I look "Jiao" here:XMe& ZIWEI:D

How I wish the time would really stop at that moment
Can you bring me back to the past?
The past that I use to be happy with you?
I really don't want to lose it:(

2009-07-04T10:53:00.000-07:00

Heyhey!
I'm back from my kampong:D
Hmmm, wake up 12+ by Jiahao's call,
used com & bombed my MeiMei up:D
but, in the end, she got to help her friend to work at west mall.
She meet me after work:D
At home slacked till JiaZhen woke up.
Got myself prepared & meet her at CC:D
Waited for the stupid bus for 30min today! Damn it!
*laughs!
Meet them at CC, pass Jialat jersey to Jurrel.
Aftermath, went to 145 with Elson& JiaZhen for lunch.
Celeste came, slacked awhile & back to CC again:D
CC today damn quite, but quite peaceful:D
Time flies too
Today, BaoTing,Reena & Joscelin came down:D
so long didnt see Baoting & Reena le!
Actually everyone was going to Dickson house
But, suddenly felt tired so went home& JiaZhen went to find her Mr.Gong
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DICKSON XD

He did call me, but I just don't have the guts to pick up his call
I scared it reminds me of the past
He asked me if I wanna accompany him later, but too bad,I'm broke:(
How I wish to see you although you treat me as nothing
I don't mind, Just that you are happy, I think thats the way for me to love you
I don't know if you will read up my blog, please understand how I feel
Please forgive my everything
Sorry, Iloveyou

2009-07-04T01:21:00.001-07:00

M i innocent enough?
haas, post when i m back home later:D
tc:D

Ohhya! someone is stepping my tail indirectly!
Don't force me to do things thats not nice:D
everything from me is Copyrighted!
PLEASE GET THIS DEEP IN UR MIND & STOP BEING A COPYCAT!
Fcuker, JUST don't try me!

2009-07-02T12:59:00.000-07:00

Do you still rmb the past? I do:(

my heart is aching again deep cuts after looking at your old post. What can I do?
CONTINUE OR GIVE UP?
I really don't know what to do le totally behaves like a dumbass! :( EVERYTHING SUCKS!
Sorry, iloveyou

Happy belated birthday to XiaoHao:D
Today met up my loves JiaZhen at tw:D
but, meet meimei at my house downstairs first:D
She is sick:( poor her, everyone is going to sick soon
maybe me too:D
I don't wish to recover, can I wish for brain damage?
& delete every memories inside it? It sucks totally:(
Celebrated XiaoHao birthday around 8.
*update picts some other days:D
hmmm, go off with GuoZhong& MeiMei as GZ tompang us back panjang:D
Slacked awhile with meimei under my block again
Doing some stupid things & make us laugh none stop:x
Reach hm around 10.30pm.
Its late now, i gonna catch some sleep:D
good nite:D

2009-07-01T22:38:00.000-07:00

Can anyone tell me what to do?Im damn stress:(
Finally, gathered up all the courage to tell him if free passby my blog & take a look,
The tone he gave can't be more gentle:(
What can I do? I said sorry, no more reply from him.
Can u tell me is it v hard for u to treat me back the way u treat me last time?
Or should I give up?
OR should I tell him, no matter what happened, I still want to be with him?
If there's a pawn shop that can pawn away heart or whatever so,
I will definately pawn away marriage:(
Family are also doinng the same thing, not losing to the outsiders
Or am I just a outsider to people?
Can I just let everything off from my hand?
& let god take me to heaven
I still dont bear to leave you:(
This is the only last word I can say to u
Can I be ur guardian angel?

2009-06-30T11:11:00.000-07:00

Aku bukan untukmu

Dahulu kau mencintaiku, Dahulu kau menginginkanku
Meskipun tau perah ada jawabku, tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku
Sekarang kau pergi menjauh, sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat kumulai mengharapkanmu, dan kumohon maafkan aku
Aku menyesal t'lah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkau memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan perah kau dustai takdirmu, Pasti itu terbaik untukmu
Janganlah lagi kau menginigat kukembali, aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu, Jangan perah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku...
Sekarang kau pergi menjauh, sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat kumulai mengharapkanmu menangis, dan kumohon maafkan aku
Aku menyesal t'lah membuatmu menangis, dan biarkan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan perah kau dustai takairmu,pasti itu terbaik untukmu
Janganlah lagi kau mengingat kumembali, jangan perah tinggalkan dirinya
ho.. ho..
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu, Jangan perah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk dirinku..

Today actually meeting MeiMei 1pm at my house,
but someone overslept again!
so faster prepare and went teckwhye to meet JiaZhen:)
Otw there, called meiling they all, bt none of them picked up
found out they at cc:D
slacked awhile and accompanied JiaZhen for her lunch
Greedy her eat 2things at the same time again!
haas, roti prata & handmade noodles:D
aftermath, went back CC to wait for MeiMei
MeiMei accompany me to eat, then Jiazhen slacked awhile with us then went home le.
She's having fever! takecares alrights? loveyou always:D
After eating, went back to CC find Meiling and co's
Went home around 8.
Jiahao called & chatted with me then at there keep saying me mountain turtle.
I still ask him whats that, like funny only after 1 know the answer-.-
tomorrow accompanying him for haircut at Wanling mum shop:D
got to go now:D
takecares! good nite:D

If there's is a chance for me to hold you tight again in my arms,
I definately won't let it go anymore.
You're my everything! Can I find the way back into love? I hope so.

2009-06-28T17:24:00.000-07:00

I just want you back into my life!

Hey everyone:D
HAPPY SCHOOL RE-OPENING :D
*laughs!
well, just reached home nt long ago from that crazy mousEE house:D
Was damn hilarious to see him once again! U know? u know!?
Okays, back to post, was at teck whye yesterday with JiaZhen& MeiMei:D
slacked all way long as it was last day of holiday ma.
Had some interesting topic from MeiMei! damn funny~INFECTION~LOL!
Went off around 8+ with MeiMei, she accompanied me home to change and we went woodlands together:D
I just enjoy my life with that 2fellows:D
takecares, I gonna find my way to my sweet dream land now!:D

If the time could really stop at that moment!
I think I won't be so crazy over you,
If you are the one who leads me all way long,
No matter it will be good or bad, I just wished to spent my life with you.
是你带我找到另一个天堂
CHONG DS, 你是我最亲爱的！

2009-06-27T13:44:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to CELESTE WANG SHI YUN!

Today woke up around 11.

As I'm drunk yesterday, the first time man! LOL!
Saw JiaZhen& gracie miss call.
Call them back, meet them out to buy present for the bday girl:D
but in the end, the plan was change

end up at CC slacked all the way till 8+ we went to Lot to get cake then meet Xiner at YewTee:D

meet up with Jurrel & co at YT there too, went to Zi Yang house to slack awhile while waiting for Celeste n MeiLing:D
Wanling, Sherry&YanKai came afterwards.
meimei didnt attend as she was tired & JZ didn't manage to wish Celeste happy birthday due to her mum!arghhh!
Cut cake at block619, played & slacked till police came!
EVERYTHING LIKE THAT!
then meiling help JunJie& Jialat to make up damn funny.
walking round to disturb people there! Laugh my ass out!:D
went off with Sherry, YanKai & Wanling
Finally, Home sweet Home:D

These are the pict for the day:D
Goodnite:D

2009-06-23T10:26:00.001-07:00

I miss tht crazy mouse:(

Hello! Im back to post:D
wake up early as I sleep damn early yesterday.
See quite a lot of miss call & msges frm Jiazhen darling & darren
& FINALLY! my MEI MEI is back to Singapore!
damn hell lots of miss for her man! weeets!
hmm, meet her early for lunch then we off to teckwhye to find Jiazhen at her house with Grace:D
All day long at her house, quite fun actually!
& next time i gonna ton at her house:D
Her room is damn comfortable for me
We were there gossiping about some lk, like funny only!
But Owner of the room fell asleep ard 5pm, we were there playing all way long!
& I M the last DONKEY! Laughs!
aftermath, went to temple behind find Meiling& co
after awhile went to cc slack awhile and went off early
as I'm going to redo my IC tml:DDD
takecares peeps:D
gd nite:D

2009-06-20T18:50:00.000-07:00

With loves!

hmm, its another rainning saturday evening yesterday

Went out of the house around 4.30pm to meet Wanling:D
Went to 145 to have our stomach filled up, YongXin & JiaJun came to find us.
slacked awhile there & went to CC.
Was waiting for Jiazhen as they were playing bball.
Soon after Jiazhen came, it started to rain heavily.
Suddenly got the feeling that CC was once again filled with so many laughters& peoples.
There were this 4 little naughty kids.
Came to CC & play bball, was disturbing GuoZhong they all playing.
So, they disturbed those kids by not returning ball back to them
Seriously, its the joke of the day at CC!
Almost every bball player were involved disturbing them!
Today Gracie came to meet us at CC, damn long didn't see her,
miss her man! &&& I MISS MY MEI MEI LAH!
SHE BOMBED ME! :((((
When the heavy rain was about to stop.
We slowly walked over to block6 to enjoy our fun & laughter again:D
Ziwei came around 9+ & MinRu came at 10+
My Jiazhen went to meet his Mr.Gong.
Was back to Panjang for something.
While going to wait for cab, pass by 103
Saw my god father, really miss them:(
reached teckwhye at 2am
Was kana fooled by Celeste said all of them went home only left minru & her
But actually, they were outside smking-.-
slacked awhile at mac, off to block 5 to pass Jasper cig.
& we slacked at block7 till morning time:D
takecares:D
pictures uploaded, enjoyed:Dwhile they were busy talking:D

Group pict! Credits to NgYongXin!This is our most handsome de Minru!

2009-06-16T12:15:00.001-07:00

Nothing much to post
so let pictures do the talking:D

2009-06-10T00:32:00.001-07:00

Hmm,its a long time since I blogged my last entry
Was busy with work & friends:D
Yesterday, went to St James event with Meimei, Meiling, Celeste,Wanling,Xiner& my dear Jiazhen!
Meet Jurrel & co there too.
Ended around 3, went to slacked awhile and sent meimei home, then reached home around 5.
takecares.

guys are forever the same, nothing can use to descride you all!
Laughs! Cold blooded animals!:D

2009-05-26T13:28:00.000-07:00

23.05.2009

Helped Meiling to celebrate her 16th birthday as it falls on tuesday.
Woke up early to prepare & meet Celeste and GraceWu to Suntec first as her parents are hiring me:D
At block 6 after celebrating Meiling's birthday:DMeiling & me XD Celeste & Meiling:D
Xiner& MeilingXD

Actually meet at 12pm but Celeste at home nua-ing.
So Grace come to meet me at Panjang first.
Slacked awhile& waited for Celeste to reach and went to interchange to wait for bus:D
Took 700 there, reached & went to find her parents:D
aftermath, went to Far East to meet Xiner, JiaZhen, MeiMei& Meiling:D
Meiling was working, waited for her to end work, Jurrel& Junjie met us there to.
Around 8, all of us shared cab to Bugis.
Meet Wanling, Sherry& YanKai there.
Went for Steamboat session,but, the service was poor!
No comments for that:)
Walked around and we bussed back to Panjang & walked to Teckwhye.
Something happened*
Reached home around 8am.

While otw to suntecThis IS Jurrel!JiaZhen'Loves & Xiner:D JunJie IS here too!My lovely girl:D They brighten up my life:D TIO snapshot !JiaZhen!!!!!!!!!!!!

24.05.2009

WORKING!

25.05.2009

Working,But went out around 2+ to meet KIKI & YuQuan at Yuquan's house void deck.
Slacked and played poker, lost 30 bucks to yuquan:(
Reached home around 7am, slept at 7.30.

26.05.2009

Finally! Today is Dearest Meiling 16th Birthday!:D
meet her 11.30am
accompanied her to polyclinic to get MC as she didn't attend school.
But the both of us went to Lot 1 first, had breakfast there:D
Went smoking area for a stick & saw Robin & YuJun there.
Slacked awhile with them and they went to eat while me & BirthdayGirl went shopping:D
Meet PingKoon at lot to go polyclinic and JunJie awhile to see him wear his school Uniform.
Its quite funny:D LOL*
After getting MC, saw MeiMei & Marilyn at CC.
After a stick, went to TeckWhye market to get my haircut, a new slipper:D
Celebrated Meiling birthday party at CC:D
Its fun man! Everyone was aiming each other faces! *laughs!
Around 9pm, went to Meiling house for her real celebration with her family members:D
I really hope she had a fun day today:D
Reached home around 3am:D
Pictures uploaded:D Meiling's dad brought this cake for her :D She was so happy! C her face!This one is a TIO SPOT pict! Yuquan unglaming! LOL

Sorry! pictures disorder!takecares:D

2009-05-22T13:56:00.001-07:00

Times flies,Its already Going to JUNE!

Yesterday after work went home & chatted phone with Chee Ming,
Until 2+ went off to teckwhye find YuQuan,Ah Xin & Kiki.
Met them at 145, slacked awhile & off to senior citizens corner.
Quite alot of people there, slacked awhile, 2 CID came & screen.
Aftermath, went off to Kiki house area & continued slacking.
As he have to drive back his father's car.
First time see him driving, & he's driving was damn rabak!!
Was sitting on the left then flew off to the right side as he drove fast!
When reached, he told ah xin then they was there making fun of me-.-
*arshole man!*
Slack till 5am went off, Give my remaining cigg to Yuquan.
Reached home around 5.30am.
Slept at 6.30, wake up at 7.30 to prepare for accompanying JianShun to Skin centre for follow-up.
Was quite shagged.
Meet Shafiq under my block then follow by Hasbi.
Train to Bt.Panjang station to meet Jianshun.
While reaching CCK, he suddenly says he forgot to bring his appointment card.
& all our reaction was like "SAY REAL ONE!"
Laughs!
In the end, cabbed to Skin Centre.
Was like kana Ps-ed by them as all the 3 boys were focusing on the stupid PSP & left me alone like nobody business-.-
aftermath went to Causeway point for Lunch.
Met Ziwei there as she didn't attend school.
Ate LJS, went shopping around, reach home around 1+
Brought a facial mask to apply:D
carried on my beauty sleep, but less then ah hour-.-
As my phone was sort of ringing then dreamt of cheeming called and asked me no work uhs, jitao fully awake as I tot I slept till going 8pm.
Actually only 2+ not even 3-.-
JianShun & Ziwei came over to my house.
Went to work with Ziwei together:D
After work, meet Meiling at Taxi stand
Cabbed to Teckwhye with her:D
Gossiped, slacked like those time we used to be!:DD
Memories are flashing back ! weets!:DD
*He sound so shag when called me, LOL
But really damn sorry to PS u, & cause you to wait so long, SORRY:(
Hmmm, I going to my dreamland now!
Meeting all loves one tommorow for celebrating Meiling bday in advance!:D
So gan jiong~:X
takecares peepos!

To YUNONG!
EHH, don't sad sad le eh!
Anything share share uhs!
my phone 24/7 the!
DON'T FORGET:D
DON'T DRINK TOO MUCH!
CHEESE!!!:D

2009-05-20T10:55:00.000-07:00

Nothing much today.
Just had a bad day working with someone!
fed up!
Takecares.

2009-05-18T14:44:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 11am
Bathed& prepared! Off to teckwhye to find my loves one!
Reached block6, Meiling& yongchin already there:D
slacked with them to wait for the rest to come out:D
Really miss those days! :(
Aftermath, went to Meiling house, but I and Celeste didnt went up,
So smoked and talk cock with her XD
while waiting for meiling to prepare:D
Celeste& Xiner went to take photos for their EZ-Link card.
Went to eat at 145 then to CC:D
Saw alot of peepos that I long time didnt get to see them:D
YuJun&co takecares uh! All the best to u all!
went off at4.30 for work:(
cabbed there as I'm going late
saw Simin& Jierui there, talked awhile & off for preparations.
Today's mood was not too bad.
Ended work at 11+
went out to look for Apai& Hasbi.
slacked outside to wait for JianShun.
He came, but left in awhile time, so we went to the behind smoking area& continue our slacking.
Halfway, there's 4police came and screen us-.-
But they were quite good that they didn't ask me to break nor throw my cigg:D
Only at there keep nagging say not to smoke, Laughs!
Among them that chinese police asked me to show him my tattoo,
then the malay police say that represent the Abalone brand"new moon" -.-|||
Nbbbbbbbb! *laughs!
went home around 2am:D
thats all, update pictures some other days:D
Good night:D

2009-05-17T13:06:00.001-07:00

I want my past, Can I?

Everything is turning to confuse me right now.
Can I choose to hide?
Sometimes, I really wish to be an animal rather then being a human beings:(
Its a tortured to be human alrights?!
We have so many things to trouble for, animals don't need.
They look so carefree to me.
I wished I got no heart, senseless I mean.
No brain, like that I dont have to think so much.
Its still a long way ahead of me,
But who actually knows how long we have?
Time flies really fast, everything changed, but did you change?
Im wondering right now and the moment when I'm alone.
This feeling sucks!
I can only write out loud here as I know u wont come my blog.
Am I a fool? OR Can I be a fool?!
takecares people:D

I'm changing URL soon:D
Celeste; remember what we were saying on phone:D

All the while, I think I'm still stuck to you:(

2009-05-16T16:55:00.000-07:00

The burdens are really heavy:(

As its Sunday morning now,
Just finished playing my Word challenge & heart to heart talk with Celeste:D
As yesterday, woke up at 3+, called Meiling up but she didnt picked up then called Celeste to ask why? Then I forgot that she's working today=X
Asked Celeste to meet what time, then they told me that they going town later-.-
mood was down seriously, didnt want to tag as I don't really like shopping.Sorry.
Then called Joanna'Wifey to ask her where is she, meet her then think of a place to go.
Meet her 6pm at my void-deck, cant think of a place to go seriously! argggghhhhh!
So was slacking under my void deck till the two of us got nothing to do-.-
So I help her make up, at my house outside that staircase as my friends cant go into my house.
Was so fun! weeeets!:D
Aftermath, went to 117 for dinner with Alvin.
*that niao ji niao gui-.- , CANT STAND HIM MAN! ARGH!
Okay! Don't bothered about him, so was having fun with Joanna lah:D
Meet Xiner, Jurrel& JunJie at Teckwhye 10+
Celeste came, followed by MeiLing:D
Slacked at Mac then to CC.
Jurrel&JunJie leave around 12+ for last train back.
All of us walked to Seven-Eleven there to wait for Rayhan as he's buying water there & slacked awhile with us:D
But today alot of Police car patrolling so he went off soon.
Went home not long after that too cause Celeste had a great headache:(
Accompany her wait cab, Accompany Meiling walk till 143 there.
Then Xiner accompanied me to MAC to buy takeaways:D
thats all:D
Pictures of the day:D
She likes to give me stupid stunts:x
I&YOU:D
We pretend to fierce
She says I look like a kid here-.-
The lame us were seeing how long our fringe are, HAHAH!

2009-05-12T19:08:00.000-07:00

Im tired, seriously.

Yesterday, didnt manage to sleep although I'm damn tired.
So called Joanna to come out slack.
Slacked halfway, she suddenly reminds me of last week that I promise her to go Delta to return her Ex things.
She said go in the afternoon but I insisted go in the morning.
So we faster went back to get prepared & off we go.
Cabbed there.
Reached Delta then went up to put those stuff & off we go.
Went to Esso to get a drink after we had a stick nearby that area.
Sit 970 back to Panjang and shopped till 11+ then go home as I m going to break down soon.
Woke up damn late man!
Faster prepare & went to find them at CC:D
Really had a lot of fun there!
Leave there around 10.40, went to meet up KaiNing'Cousin.
Damn long never slacked with her.
So asked her out, slacked with her Boyfriend too.
They went off around 12am, then Rayhan called me asked me where m I?
After awhile they called me back then say they coming find me slacked awhile.
Went home around 2.30 after they went off.
Nothing much, takecares:DThis is her "jiao bien" LOLS

She's sad when she return those thing to him & bade goodbye.

2009-05-11T09:43:00.000-07:00

Finally! I'm able to post blog today:D
As I didnt go out nor sleeping too early like those previous days:D
Tomorrow its my DAY-OFF & I'm looking forward to go find them at Afternoon timing!
Its been ages since I slacked at CC in the afternoon timing man!
Miss those times alot!
We can crap, gossips all we want, played all we want there:D
A place full of laughters & sadness!
Yeahs!
Hmmm, working hard for money these few days.
Were damn tired as my sleeping timing is abit insane I think? O.o?
Like sleep for 2hours I will woke up automatically and feel sleepy after a few hours later-.-
Maybe things are stressing me up:(
Its okays:D I will look on the bright side:D
Nothing much to post about.
Update soon:D
takecares:D

2009-05-05T08:22:00.000-07:00

Was supposed to be a happy day for me today.
As it was my only off day for this week,
I rather spend the stupid journey time to go Geylang for Liondance then meet my loves one at Teckwhye.
Really regretted going down:(
Everyone changed! only left with Ah soon talks to me.
I was like thinking all the way through my journey there,
thinking what will they ask me later,
how is my life going on, still okay?
Or like "Hey! we all miss you!"
BUT I got it all wrong!
Despite the lonely journey there,
walking through the red light district, no one will exactly knows what will happen.
Reached there, saw some faces which I didnt even see before.
Luckily, I got Joanna on phone talking with me.
So walked to the nearest coffee shop to get a drink,
then bravely walk into the temple.
Saw 3 unfamiliar faces & suddenly Ah quek shouted!
Wahh, you will come down one uhs?
ehhh, weilun your girlfriend come liao & so on-.-
To my thinking, Disturb people MUST HAVE A LIMIT!
If not you will be detested by people, some more, his older than me,
Cant his thinking be more matured abit?
So what if I have tattoos?
& they can even insult me with my tattoos!:(
& he was there showing off his 1st tattoo to me saying that its a fake one,
drawn by marker, saying one touched up but he didnt really dare to draw as he say will spoil his tattoo.-.-
I thought that although I got no time to go down as I m working they will understand it.
Even Jason also say me keep working:(
Is it my fault not to earn more money for myself?
When they are moving things back, I walked back to the hall.
At first, no one even say hi to me, even Jason
& they expect me to say bye to them?
Alone walked to the nearest bus stop, so many "chicken stall" besides.
So many Bangalas there, so many of those old freaks were there.
But I told myself I have to brave!
While going board the bus, Jason called & said me.
Hi also dont want say now even bye also dont want say.
Is it my fault that when I reached there I'm asking around where's Jason,
they told me he's inside but I couldn't see him?
He saw me but like I'm invisible to him he also don't bother to talk to me?
IS it all my fault? :(
I sort of regretting to join in this Lion dance group.
I sort of regretting to tiongxim in this group when I got the chance to change enviornment:(
Their thinking is still so un-matured yet,
Its hard to communicate with them seriously
Was in bus thinking alot, pulling a long face:(
I feel like crying out, can anyone lend me his/her shoulders? :(
takecares,

2009-05-02T15:56:00.000-07:00

Its morning 7.09 now!:D

& I'm going to my dreamland soon:D
As I'm working later.
Friday night, JianShun,Hasbi & me was at Teckwhye drinking as it was Jianshun treat:D
Slacked& Drinked happily there:D
Went home in the morning around 7+
Brought porridge for grandma.
Bathed & off to bed.
Woke up at 2-4pm to reply message, dozed off at bed & woke up at 7.30pm.
Received my new ATM card:D
Prepared and off to Teckwhye:D
See those loves one!:DDD
Had fun with them too:D
hmmm, thats about all.
takecares peep:D

This IS XINER:DDD

I'm praying hard that I dont received that letter:(